Problems with my authority.

I am writing this post because I have been unjustly treated by Redbridge authorities in England.

I have not had an easy time as in 1987, I was put in an Israeli prison and forcibly injected with drugs. Before being put on a plane back to England. I am English and a few years later I met my boyfriend, who is the Head General of Hezbollah Milita in Lebanon. But because I was not sure that I would be safe, in Lebanon from being kidnapped by the Israelis.I chose to stay in England.Instead of going to Lebanon. But my boyfriend the Head General of Hezbollah. And his friends in Hezbollah still came over here to see me. And we are still in touch.

But because I was forcibly drugged in the prison in Israel.The drugs have had a lasting effect on me. Hezbollah told me that the drugs effect the mind, causing depression. As well as effect the physical health. Which is why I am constantly depressed and nervous.

Things seemed to be going well for me in Redbridge. And although I had moved out of my parents house into a rented flat,which my father found me. I was still very close to both my mother and father and one of my two sisters. And my parents continued to give me emotional support. And my father sometimes paid some of my bills.

But in August 2003, all that changed when my father became ill and had to go to the Middlesex Hospital in London W1. Which is not in Redbridge, but in Central London. London's West End to be exact. Under a different authority,not Redbridge.

In England each area is divided into different authorities.Each area is run by a different authority. A bit like they have different states in some countries. But in England the law is the same throughout the whole of England. But you are under different authorities for each borough or district. Depending on where you live. My parents did not live in Redbridge, but lived in Waltham Forest. And so their area came under Waltham Forest authorities,not Redbridge authorities.

And my father went into hospital and I went to visit him in the Middlesex Hospital. But I got into an argument with a nurse because she was rude to me. And they called security who escorted off the ward and out of the hospital.

I was so upset I went to A+E at King Georges Hospital Goodmayes,which is part of Redbridge authorities. I saw a psychiatrist who admitted me as a voluntary patent to Goodmayes Psychiatric Hospital.

In England the authorities don't legally recognize the symptoms of the Israeli drugs like Hezbollah milita do. And it is the same with authorities in other countries,including Lebanon and Iran.Only Hezbollah and other milita's will acknowledge that those symptoms exist. Not any authorities.

And I still have the symptoms of the drugs they gave me in the Isreali prison. which the Israelis forcibly injected me with.

So that's why I was involved with the psychiatric services in Redbridge. Who seemed sympathetic to what happened to me in Israel.
But when I found out that my father had cancer.I discharged myself from the hospital and they let me go. But I and the hospital remained in contact with one another.

Then I went back to the Middlesex hospital in which my dad was in. But my dad was so ill that he called a nurse over. And the nurse wrongly thought I was upsetting my dad. Which I was not and she escorted me out of the ward.And then the hospital phoned my mothers house.Which at that time my two sisters and my sisters husband were staying in the house. And so after I was escorted out of the ward. I phoned my family from a payphone.That was outside the hospital. As I did not have a mobile phone then. But because the hospital had already phoned them.To my shock my sister put the phone down on me. Saying the hospital phoned.I upset dad.Which I did not do.

I was very angry with the hospital for going behind my back to my family. Telling them I was not to come back to the hospital to see my father. That I went back into the hospital, after I phoned my family to try to see my father again.But the nurses treated me like a criminal. And tried to stop me seeing my father. But I shouted at them to let me see him. And I had to talk to my father, with the two nurses standing beside my fathers bed watching us.While me and my father talked. Which was humiliating.

I went home after this and then the next day,when I phoned the family house. The brother in law who is my sisters husband. Told me the family did not want to have anything to do with me. And put the phone down on me.

I have two sisters,one is single and lives at home with my mum. And the other sister is married to the brother in law. Who is an Israeli, but my parents and sisters are Christian like I am. So my sister is still a Christian. She did not convert to Jewish like her Israeli husband is. But I think it is because my sisters husband is an Israeli. And knows I am involved with Hezbollah milita. That is why he hates me so much. And has got it in for me.

I was so upset I did not know what to do. I phoned the 24/7 which was a crisis line run by Redbridge authorities. But the woman on the phone was rude to me. And said "Well I can't give you a family." And she refused to talk to my family on my behalf, when I asked her to. And in the end I went back to A +E King Georges hospital.

But this time the psychiatrist I saw was a different one. From the one I saw last time. And when I told him my father had cancer. And that my family did not want to have anything to do with me. And I also told him what had happened to me in the past. He was not even listening to me. He just sat there ignoring what I was saying. And when I asked him if he could talk to the family on my behalf. As if someone talked to them. They would come round and not turn against me. He told me no,he would not. And he told me that my own psychiatrist and social worker would not talk to my family either. And just sent me home with out any support.

This was stage one in the authorities of their bullying campaign. On me and my family to cut me off from my family. Soon I was to be told more lies. About how my parents have no responsibility for me. And that they would tell me my parents did not want to have any contact with me. And they would frighten my mother. By telling her that she is not allowed to have any contact with me.

But I have dealt with bullies like that before. When I was living with my parents. That area is under Waltham Forest authorities. Waltham Forest authorities also tried to cut me of from my parents. In 1996 when my father was in hospital the first time. I was taken out of my parents house by force. And ill treated in the psychiatric hospital in Waltham Forest,not drugged, just mistreated. My mother and father wanted me home. But the authorities would not let me go home, despite this.

So that's why my father found me a flat in Redbridge.Out of the area. And which comes under Redbridge authorities.To get me away from Waltham Forest authorities.

I had still not gotten over what happened to me in Waltham Forest. At the time, I thought that my parents did not want me home. Until I found out after my father got me out of Waltham Forest,that it was not true. My parents did want me home. But Waltham Forest authorities would not let me go home. Or let my parents take me home. And they frightened and bullied me and my parents. With lies and lead me to believe I was breaking the law in going home. Because they said my parents did not want me home.Which was a lie. And they frightened my parents. By telling them they would not let them take me home.

And now the same thing was happening in Redbridge again.Only in Redbridge they never mistreated me in hospital or anything like that.But they cut me off from my family. Which was bad enough.

But my father was in hospital and at that time I did not know what to think. I phoned the Middlesex hospital where my father was. And I asked to speak to my father. But the nurse would not let me speak to him. Telling me he did not want to speak to me.Which was a lie. And I was so upset I begged her to let me. And I made the mistake of telling her about what happened to me in Israel and in Waltham Forest. But the nurse did not care at all. And still would not let me speak on the phone to my father. And the Middlesex Hospital would not let me in to see him. And every time I phoned. They would pass the phone onto one of my sisters instead of my father.

And when I went round to my mothers house the family would not let me. I had to speak to them though the letter box. I later found out that they were told not to let me in by Redbridge authorities. But I did not know that at the time.

A few days later a week after I first tried to visit my father in hospital. I found out my father had died. But I only found out from the receptionist of the Middlesex hospital. Not from the nurses. And I also found out that my father had died two days before. But the Middlesex Hospital never told me or my family this. We found out two days after he died. And so my father died without knowing that the family cut me off. Because the Middlesex hospital would not let me see him.

I found the social services were sympathetic to me. As were the staff Goodmayes hospital. Whose psychiatrist I saw after my father died.

But the brother in law was very nasty to me he told me this.

The brother in law said-

"Andrea go and kill yourself. Go and throw yourself off London bridge."

He said this over the telephone when I phoned up. And my sisters did nothing to stop him, and refused to talk to me.

And the next day, after I and the family found out my father died. When I phoned up the family house. The bother in law told me that my mother and sisters had cut me off, with the words.

The Brother in law said-

"Because you have been so horrible, the family don't want anything to do with you ever again.If you phone again we will put the phone down."

And then in the afternoon after the brother in law spouted his hate speech of me on the phone. I saw the psychiatrist from Goodmays Hospital. But the next day I did not feel well. Probably because of the shock that my father had just died. And that I was now without a mother and sister as well. And the fact that I had not eaten all day as I was too upset. So I went back to the A+E at King Georges Hospital because it was Saturday night. And My GP was away on holiday and I did not know what else to do.

But when I got to the A+E there was this nurse. She came into the private room and when I told him my father had died. And I said I wanted to kill myself but I am worried it won't work. She said this.

A+E Nurse said-

"It is easy to kill yourself you can throw yourself under a train or a bus,jump of a high building,take insecticide"

Then walked away laughing.

And that was not the end of it. When the psychiatrist came in. It was no one I knew. She was a stranger,she too was rude to me. When I said my father died and my family cut me off she said.

A+E Psychiatrist said-

"Don't shout at me it's not my fault."

I was not shouting, just very upset. And I said I felt suicidal.Which is normal if you had been treated like I had just been treated.

A+E Psychiatrist said-

"Then I won't recommend a council flat."

But that psychiatrist was just being nasty. As an A+E psychiatrist cannot recommend rehousing from a private flat.Which I was in at the time to council housing. As the council want letters from your own doctor,social worker or your own psychiatrist. Not an A+E psychiatrist. So she was lying.

But when I made a complaint about the way I was verbally abused in that A+E at King Georges Hospital, six months later. Because nobody told me I could complain to the manager of the health trust.Which was Havering Health Trust. As they told me they had not yet found a new manager for Redbridge Health Trust. The manager of Havering Health Trust who got my letter of complaint, did not do anything. And he did not even apologize to me for the behavior of that nurse and the A+E psychiatrist. Which he should have done. Which made me feel worse. And when I went to ICAS a complaints organization that is supposed to help you. When you have been abused by a hospital. Even if you have been verbally abused as I was. Well,ICAS did not want to know. And they did not care less.

And after my father died I was without my mother and sister. As they were too frightened to contact me. So I had no contact at all with the family. Redbridge authorities are to blame. They did this. Cut me off from the family. Because when they found out my father was ill. They were afraid I would leave Redbridge. And go back to my parents house.Which is in and under Waltham Forest authorities. I can understand that. But in an aim which it was to keep me out of Waltham Forest. By stopping me from going back to live with my parents. It got out of hand. And all I got was hurt and emotionally scarred. But eventually I did get back in contact with my mum. As the brother in law who stirred things up for me had left my mothers house. Soon after dad died. But it was six months before my mother felt safe to contact me again. But I did not visit the family house until two years later.

But my sister who is mentally unstable thinks that it is my fault my father died. Which is nonsense. And my other sister is still married to the brother in law. And standing by her husband, not me. And my mother has lost her mind. Because she was forced not to have contact with me by Redbridge authorities. So much so, that she ended up becoming the person she was forced to play. And it has ended up. That now my mother really does not care about me anymore. Or want to know me. And is like a stranger to me. So I in 2008 stopped seeing my mother and sister. Who now do not want to know me anyway.

But Redbridge authorities are responsible for all of this. Because they started it. And in addition to all of this in their obsession with me. As that's what it is. Because they have become, or are trying to be an over protective authority to me. And in doing so it is becoming an obsession. In the fact that they would like to keep me with them. In addition to all of this. They have made up a false diagnosis of a mental illness.So that social services can carry on giving me support.

But the mental illness they have chosen, does not match my symptoms of the Israeli drugs. Because Hezbollah milita have seen me. And they have seen and deal with other people. Who have been in Israeli prisons and given those drugs. And the symptoms I have got, do not match the description of what the authorities said. And Hezbollah say, that people who have been affected by the Israeli drugs do not have those symptoms either.

But I have been without parents for eight years since 2003. And also I have been to lawyers. And they will not take any action against the way I was treated in that A+E. Or give me any facts regarding what my rights are.And I have been given false or misleading information, By the lawyers I have seen. And they have not been helpful at all.There are laws in England which I am sure Redbridge authorities have broken. And what that nurse said to me in the A+E is clearly a break of code of conduct. But Redbridge authorities acts as if English law does not apply to them. And the solicitors or lawyers are guilty too.For not doing anything about it. And for giving me false and misleading information.That is not telling me what my rights are. I would like to take legal action. And sue that Middlesex Hospital for the way they treated me and the staff in the A+E.

But I do not have to live in Redbridge. And even though I am a council tenant. And the council won't rehouse me outside of Redbridge. I am free to leave Redbridge. And get a private flat with a private landlord. And then I will be in another area.With another authority and away from Redbridge. But the problem is. That I do not know if I can afford private accommodation at the moment.

But it is wrong that authorities like Redbridge use their powers to abuse and bully innocent people. And they make mistakes, and mistakes ruin peoples lives. But I have had these problems since 2003 and it is now 2011. And the problem has not been resolved. So my advice is,if you are in Redbridge with authorities,move out of Redbridge and live some where else. And if you are thinking of moving to Redbridge,don't.